there is a lot of stuff going on at school and I am getting good grades will not on one, but I am trying to get in up, but it is hard to get it up because. it is hard to because it is history though. but I am putting stress on me a lot right now, and no one gets it, and I broke up with my boyfriend that did not help me at all it is a Saturday. 2/10/2024 February and I like this boy, but he likes this other girl not me. but me and wren are just friends right now. because he still likes her, and he thought he was ready. to leave her but he was not, but he tried, to get with me but he was not ready for this, but that girl that he is talking to hurt him before all this, and her dad was about to put him in jill. but I don't want that. to happen to him but he told me that I was controlling his life and love life, but I was not but I can't tell him what. to do in his life because he doesn't like, me and I am trying not to tell him what to do because he doesn't like me, but he is 18 I can't really. say I can date him. Because it will be bad, and I can't really. do anything. about it I can't stop it him from talking to that girl, but my ex is trying to text me aging.so that might go to hell. because his cousin is my best friends, and his sister hates me right now. I don't know why. but she left my school though. But then I dated her brother. I thank she did not like that. But I am not. no more but I thank he still likes me. because he said I was cute I just asked him if he still likes me so let's see he is not going to say anything, but he likes me I know it he does. Like me but I can't tell my family, or they will till me not to get hurt. but I am hurt. I been hurt, for a long time, now and I can't. Tell them or they will ask me why did, I not go talk to them. because I can't or they will say that I have depressing because I am sad all the time so I can't tell them about it at all or if I do then they will worry about me .