sorry lily sa mga ginawa ko nung nag pandemic,nagkunwari akong d kita kilala at pinagtabuyan din kita at binlock at dahil doon nag hanap ka ng iba and si zeus ang nahanap mo.Nainis ako nung nagcouple profile kayo,kaya mas lalo pa akong nagtampo sainyo ni zeus and even after 3 years d parin ako makamove on... tinry ko magahanap ng iba pero hindi tlga nagwowork out,ikaw parin tlga,sa tingin ko kaya ako nagkagusto sayo ng sobra is because also liked me so much....(idk if you actually liked me THAT much but yeh)

btw hindi ako magpapakamatay hahaha baka iba isipin mo dahil sobrang haba ng chat ko medyo nasaktan lang tlga ako kasi hindi naman kita binitawan nung nag couple dp kayo pero nagkamali ako kung gaano ka kalakas, im sorry I was immatured at that time at pinabayaan ko lang na masaktan yung "future wife" ko sana matandaan mo pa yan hahaha

and uhh ginawa ko toh para sabihing hindi ko na kayo guguluhin ni zeus pero bago yon ikwento ko muna sayo yung perspective ko hah...

So chinat mo ako around 3 months after mag lock down and nagkunwari akong hindi kita kilala thats because I had a MASSIVE glow down that made my ego get completely demolished,ang plano ko talga non is pagktapos ng glow down ko is makikipagusap ako sayo kaya naging cold ako sayo ng sobra,little did I know that it was the biggest mistake of my life dahil doon ka na naghanap ng iba dahil sa pagiging cold at pag block ko sayo,but i also had another reason as to why i did that,I had a suspicion that Zeus likes you but it was still unclear.

And then grade 7 nabuo ulit yung original MC Squad consisting of me,zeus and rian.... and then nakita ko nalang na nakipag couple dp si zeus sayo and doon na ako nawalan ng pag asa kaya hindi na kita masyado chinat and that also made my suspicions true but cassidy told me that it wasnt like that,sa tingin nya is trip lang ni zeus yung pag couple profile nya sayo but i think otherwise,thats because zeus always says "may plano ako" and I think it was the first part of his plan.

So punta tayo kung saan kasama na namin si alex,doon 50/50 parin yung isip ko na may gusto si zeus sayo kasi lagi nyang palusot kapag minimention ko yung couple dp nyo is matagal na tlga sya may gusto kay cassidy....tapos nag change profile nanaman kami and then you changed your profile to boa hancock and doon durog na durog na ako kaya binuhos ko sayo lahat ng galit ko but around 1 month doon ko na narealize na d tlga kita makalimutan so ang ginawa ko is kinausap kita dahil baka may chance pa na bumalil yung dating tayo, but after around 7 days of talking to you nalaman ko kung ano yung uglai sayo ni zeus kaya pinagsabihan ko sya,thankfully we didnt fight and just talked calmly.So doon 30/70 na ako kasi ang cold nya sayo kaya akala ko wala syang gusto sayo.

after 2 weeks sumali na si job sa gc namin and doon kami naging close and he was actually the one who told me na may gusto sayo si zeus kaya convinced na ako 100% kaso same parin si zeus ng palusot which is yung matagal na syang may gusto kay cassidy

so tinry ko mag move on pero hindi ko tlga kaya so ang ginawa ko is maghanap ng iba,insert lady faith,pero pota d man lang ako tumagal ng one week,you can actually ask her and she will tell you na ikaw yung reason kung bakit hindi nag work out

so for 1 month ive been trying to find out what truly happened between us.

So uhh ayan yung perspective ko ginawa ko tong chat na toh as a closure kasi ampangit naman kung walang closure diba pero sana na answer ko yung mga tanong na d mo ma ask sakin.

sana magtagal kayo ni zeus and uh hinde ko na kayo guguluhin

kung may tanong ka pa sakin I will glady answer it